dear 25 yearold me

Okay, hello again. 
Lol.
 Umm, talking about me in 6 years later make me curious because I don’t even know what will I be next. 
I always do everything in my life just spontaneous.
Life in directless, let it flow, just like the water. 

But, hey me in 6 years later!
I hope you are fine there, you are happy, 
and you are not longer an over think girl who always emo about your life, lol.

Well, how is it going? 
Are you okay? 
How’s your mental health? 
Are you still emo? 
Are you married yet? Lol

Or are you already meet your prince charming and planning for marriage? 
Or you already have a baby and waiting for the next one? 
Looool I always thinking about marriage but that’s what I should be.

My mom always told me to be married before 25 so for make her happy I should be marry before 25, lol.

Ohh, or are you living in another country? 
With new life and start to study again? 
Or become a singer because you already can play guitar? 

Talking about me in the future is also creepy because I don’t even know am I still alive? 
Where do I live? 
How’s mom? 
How’s dad? 
How’s the family? 
How’s my carrier? 
How’s life? 

I hate to talk about future and turned like this, I mean. We always wanted good things come to our life and live to the fullest with beloved one. 
Who doesn’t want it? 

Well, before it turn to be emo I’ll stop here.

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