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jerawat

jerawat /je·ra·wat/ n bisul kecil-kecil berisi lemak, terutama pada muka; -- batu  jerawat yang besar dan keras;  -- nasi  jerawat yang kecil (apabila dipijit keluar benda putih seperti butiran beras); berjerawat /ber·je·ra·wat/ v ada jerawatnya; berbisul kecil-kecil pada muka; jerawatan /je·ra·wat·an/ v berjerawat gue adalah orang yang berjerawat karena jarang cuci muka dan katanya normal karena itu cara kerja hormon yang ada di tubuh gue dan jenis kulit muka gue adalah normal cenderung berminyak yang gampang timbul jerawat sehingga orang-orang selalu bilang kalo gue jerawatan. dulu banget pas gue masih kelas 6 sd gue bingung banget karena saat itu ada bintik-bintik kecil yang tumbuh di bawah mata gue. awalnya hanya di bagian bawah mata kanan aja, gue pikir ah paling cuma biang keringet.  tapi, seumur hidup, gue emang gak pernah keringetan. apalagi biang keringet. jadi, gue coba ngomong sama nyokap, dan akhirnya gue dibeliin sabun cuci muka, gue inget banget ...

kabar 3

It’s September! why I always start my new diary with counting the months lol. Well, hi. I’m now sitting in my room besides my bed with my laptop in it, writing this. Feeling lost. Whenever I go for something like nature, I always get recharge my battery. But this time, I don’t feel I get that I always surrounded by good people with good vibes, and since high school over, it’s kinda hard to find someone, some people like that. I’m not typical like “GOSH can you believe I went out for social activity for like 3 days and with hot guys on it??” or “OMG I finally talked to him in this social activity and also talked to kids there and they are all so fun and energetic” I mean, I was but this time is different I was wanting to have fun for the rest of my day there, but something interrupt me and made me feel bad whole night. I just realized now, I am not a cure for somebody, I need a cure for this body. I can’t be around negative people anymore, negative means they are in ne...

kabar 2

Holy sheet, it's July! Karena udah lama bangeeeet gue gak nulis lagi. I'm going to give you real quick update and giving you the reason why I just update now. Well, gue gak sibuk (LOL) gue hanya melaksanakan tugas-tugas akhir kampus gue dan tugas magang gue yang akhirnya gue  terlihat sibuk. In reality, I was only spending day and night in bed 😄 Okay, how are you? What are you doing right now? Let me give you real updates, I'm sitting here beside my bed, I had my breakfast (or call it brunch) karena gue bangun siang and apparently akan menjadi kebiasaan untuk beberapa minggu kedepan wkwk. Gue baru merasakan "liburan" di minggu kedua bulan ini, karena ada satu tugas magang yg perlu gue selesaikan (it's done now, DONE) lalu beberapa sanak keluarga datang ke rumah dikarenakan adik bungsu gue disunat, juga beberapa kegiatan bersih-bersih. Gue juga berhasil nonton Ant Man and The Wasp di akhir minggu kemarin, ALONE which was great. Akhirnya me time beneran, gu...

kabar

Sudah masuk bulan kelima di tahun 2018. Gue masih di kasur, mengetik dengan dua jari kali ini dikarenakan rasa mager yang amat sangat demi membuka lepi dan mood gue akhir-akhir ini sangat kacau pula. " Be you . Be bold . Be strong to face the world " Katanya. Emang, apa sih yang lagi gue hadapi? Jadwal kuliah yang padat? Praktikum dan segala kegiatannya dengan kontrak tiga bulan? Nilai-nilai ujian yang masih biasa aja? The words; " you're the first kid here " ? Apa sih ? Apa yang membuat gue uring-uringan di minggu akhir April kemarin? Gue bolos ngampus hampir satu minggu dan melalaikan kewajiban gue sebagai anggota suatu divisi dan di suatu organisasi (juga) Ada apa? Seketika New York kehilangan cahayanya Seketika Bogor kehilangan hujannya Seketika kemacetan Jakarta tidak padat dan memakan waktu seperti biasanya Apakah ini normal? Apakah gue akan kembali seperti biasanya lagi? Apakah gue mengalami life crisis? Halah, itu cuma akal...

dear 25 yearold me

Okay, hello again.  Lol.  Umm, talking about me in 6 years later make me curious because I don’t even know what will I be next.  I always do everything in my life just spontaneous. Life in directless, let it flow, just like the water.  But, hey me in 6 years later! I hope you are fine there, you are happy,  and you are not longer an over think girl who always emo about your life, lol. Well, how is it going?  Are you okay?  How’s your mental health?  Are you still emo?  Are you married yet? Lol Or are you already meet your prince charming and planning for marriage?  Or you already have a baby and waiting for the next one?  Looool I always thinking about marriage but that’s what I should be. My mom always told me to be married before 25 so for make her happy I should be marry before 25, lol. Ohh, or are you living in another country?  With new life and start to study again?  O...

dear younger me

Hello me, how’s life?  I know, being me is suck I know. But how are you?  Are you still being fake to anyone?  Are you still happy being someone’s shadow?  Dear younger me, I know that back then was so torture.  The only thing that you could do is faking around. People around you just care about your weakness and don’t mind about you become who you are.  Hey younger me, you suck because you always do your ‘friend’ to be famous, you’re stupid because you couldn’t do whatever you want because your 'friend’ is super bossy, and shame on you because you couldn’t be yourself to make friends. Lucky her that she always got attention from anyone and they forgot you-that you always did your best to made her became the spotlight.  You’re genuine because your stupidness.  I'm sorry Sorry for being me is suck.  But look at you, you still survive being 'me’. You still get friends that can make you happy and find who you wan...

first entry lol (i stole it from tumblr before it GOT BLOCKED)

Well, hello! Ini kali pertama lagi gue nulis. Terakhir gue nulis -yang kayak semacam curcolan- itu pas masih ngeblog. And I dunno now blog gue kemana. Linknya juga lupa hahaha. Anyway I’m still good and masih interest buat nulis. Mungkin emang udah bawaan lahir manusia demen nulis tapi jelasnya, gue gak tau mau nulis apaan. Terlebih lagi sekarang gue pake laptop baru -masih minjem punya  bokap gue hahaha- dan keyboardnya mendingan dari sebelumnya. Sebenernya gue demen nulis di komputer gini gegara seneng banget ngedenger suara ketikan keyboardnya yang udah kayak orang-orang sibuk kantoran yang kerjaannya dibalik layar ngetik seharian. Hahaha and yanno, gue bisa ngetik sepuluh jari jadi itulah yang paling gue suka kalo gue ngetik. Even masih not as good as him. Him? Ahaha, anyway ngomong ngomong tentang him. Gue ceritanya abis ngestalk instagramnya dia. Gue a bit termotivasi nulis dari dia. Dan dia makin kesini makin produktif, soalnya isi instagramnya naik gunung mulu. Terlebi...