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dear 25 yearold me

Okay, hello again.  Lol.  Umm, talking about me in 6 years later make me curious because I don’t even know what will I be next.  I always do everything in my life just spontaneous. Life in directless, let it flow, just like the water.  But, hey me in 6 years later! I hope you are fine there, you are happy,  and you are not longer an over think girl who always emo about your life, lol. Well, how is it going?  Are you okay?  How’s your mental health?  Are you still emo?  Are you married yet? Lol Or are you already meet your prince charming and planning for marriage?  Or you already have a baby and waiting for the next one?  Looool I always thinking about marriage but that’s what I should be. My mom always told me to be married before 25 so for make her happy I should be marry before 25, lol. Ohh, or are you living in another country?  With new life and start to study again?  O...

dear younger me

Hello me, how’s life?  I know, being me is suck I know. But how are you?  Are you still being fake to anyone?  Are you still happy being someone’s shadow?  Dear younger me, I know that back then was so torture.  The only thing that you could do is faking around. People around you just care about your weakness and don’t mind about you become who you are.  Hey younger me, you suck because you always do your ‘friend’ to be famous, you’re stupid because you couldn’t do whatever you want because your 'friend’ is super bossy, and shame on you because you couldn’t be yourself to make friends. Lucky her that she always got attention from anyone and they forgot you-that you always did your best to made her became the spotlight.  You’re genuine because your stupidness.  I'm sorry Sorry for being me is suck.  But look at you, you still survive being 'me’. You still get friends that can make you happy and find who you wan...

first entry lol (i stole it from tumblr before it GOT BLOCKED)

Well, hello! Ini kali pertama lagi gue nulis. Terakhir gue nulis -yang kayak semacam curcolan- itu pas masih ngeblog. And I dunno now blog gue kemana. Linknya juga lupa hahaha. Anyway I’m still good and masih interest buat nulis. Mungkin emang udah bawaan lahir manusia demen nulis tapi jelasnya, gue gak tau mau nulis apaan. Terlebih lagi sekarang gue pake laptop baru -masih minjem punya  bokap gue hahaha- dan keyboardnya mendingan dari sebelumnya. Sebenernya gue demen nulis di komputer gini gegara seneng banget ngedenger suara ketikan keyboardnya yang udah kayak orang-orang sibuk kantoran yang kerjaannya dibalik layar ngetik seharian. Hahaha and yanno, gue bisa ngetik sepuluh jari jadi itulah yang paling gue suka kalo gue ngetik. Even masih not as good as him. Him? Ahaha, anyway ngomong ngomong tentang him. Gue ceritanya abis ngestalk instagramnya dia. Gue a bit termotivasi nulis dari dia. Dan dia makin kesini makin produktif, soalnya isi instagramnya naik gunung mulu. Terlebi...