dear younger me

Hello me, how’s life? 
I know, being me is suck I know. But how are you? 
Are you still being fake to anyone? 
Are you still happy being someone’s shadow? 

Dear younger me, I know that back then was so torture. 
The only thing that you could do is faking around.
People around you just care about your weakness and don’t mind about you become who you are. 

Hey younger me, you suck because you always do your ‘friend’ to be famous, you’re stupid because you couldn’t do whatever you want because your 'friend’ is super bossy, and shame on you because you couldn’t be yourself to make friends.
Lucky her that she always got attention from anyone and they forgot you-that you always did your best to made her became the spotlight. 
You’re genuine because your stupidness. 

I'm sorry

Sorry for being me is suck. But look at you, you still survive being 'me’.
You still get friends that can make you happy and find who you wanted to be. 
Your weakness is about being alone, 
but being alone can make you more creative 
because you are overthink kind of girl who always think about anything and make them become something new, become art, 
become the real you. 

You put them on words and story and imagination. 
And in sudden with that words you can help people to help themselves. 
You did a great job, hun. 

I love you. 
I love you being who you are with positive vibes and forget the past that made you down. 
I love me, younger me.

you did great job, sweetie

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